

Well we are at the 30 week mark and I am getting so anxious to meet our little Alli! Although I must say, I have been a little apprehensive about a lot of things. For starters, am I going to be a good mom? Will I have a hard labor? What if she turns out to be a he? Will there be any complications during birth? What if I experience post pardum depression? Do I have everything ready for her arrival? And the list goes on and on as you can see.... My husband has been a great support in my "freak-out" moments though. He is very calm and reassures me that everything is going to be OK. What a sweet heart. He told me the other night that I just needed to remember that we are in this together and that I don't have to worry alone. *tear* I am so thankful to have him. Along those same lines, I am so thankful to have my mom and sister too. They have been so much help. Saturday and Sunday mom and dad came over and helped me wash ALL of Alli's clothes! Mom says she enjoys it but who really enjoys laundry?? Dad and Jeff of course shot there bows. :-) Oh and don't let me forget Dustin. He came over too and figured out how to disassemble the swing for me to wash. Thanks bro! (I'm sure he'll actually never read this so I'll have to thank him in person. ha ha) Mom and Jamie have been there to answer all kinds of questions and put my mind at ease thank goodness. Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! I guess all of this anxiousness and apprehension has taught me though that I have to let go of trying to plan it all out and give it to God. After all, He's the plan maker. :-)









